Daniel’s grandmother died yesterday….
She was suffering from Alzheimer’s and I guess she had gotten to the point where she had just given up the fight and decided she was going to cross over.
It’s sad really. Sad seeing Daniel so — void. He has been pretty void of emotions since yesterday. He says he doesn’t know how to feel. My dad says, men get that way sometimes…. But I dunno how I feel about it.
I want to talk to him and see what he is thinking, know that he is okay, but at the same time I am pretty scared to talk to him because I don’t want to say anything that will set him off. I am no good at things like this. I tend to not have a filter anyways and say whatever comes to my head. I don’t want to say something that will offend or belittle.
Daniel’s mom is taking it pretty hard. She cried yesterday while I was talking to her. I asked if she was going to go to Germany for the funeral. She told me there was no point, she was being cremated… no point in going. I still think there is a point no matter what… but it is not my family. My dad has stressed that to me on several occasions. Telling me not to get mixed up in their family squabbles or struggles. * sigh* that’s kinda hard.
What really surprises me is that Daniel’s mom is so upset about this. I know that sounds heartless for me to say but let me explain. Not more than 4 weeks ago, was this women saying, she wished her mother would pass away so she would stop using up her father’s money. I thought these were just the rantings of a hateful woman. But now that it has all happened and come to light, I am wondering if she is feeling bad for all the terrible things she has said in the past or is it all Karma coming back on her….
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